I don't know what antidepressants you currently take, but if you are taking SSRI's then you are not getting good adivce to stop them cold turkey. You may wish to get a second opinion. All good doctors respect the patient's right and desire for a second opinion. This is, after all, our treatment. We are seeking others to provide treatment to us. We have opinions and we have a voice in our treatment.

I hope these changes are good for you, make you feel much better