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Jul 17, 2009, 08:09 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2008
Posts: 265
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So here is the thing - sounds like a lot of us are in pain and suffering right now. I'm happy that so many people are posting about what is going on right now it takes a lot of courage. I'm feeling the darkness and the black hole that wants to suck me down and have me disappear. That feeling of I'm never going to be enough, I'm a failure, it's too late to make anything of my life...
So, tonight I was really feeling it and rather than go home I decided for a while go out with some friends to walk dogs and have dinner. It was fun to laugh and hear about what was going on with them. For about 2 hours I was able to engage with others - it came back but those 2 hours were priceless.
As dark as it is what are other people doing to try to find about 10 seconds of calmness or hope?
I don't know if anyone will reply but honestly I need some suggestions beyond the sticky posts. I am leaving tomorrow for about 36 hours but I promise to thank anyone who has any suggestions...  
Thanks for being here - you guys have helped me understand that I am not alone.
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