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Old Jul 18, 2009, 12:36 AM
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Originally Posted by Catherine2 View Post
ED,
Thank you for sharing with such honesty...it took courage and I applaud your efforts.

You are going through a very hard time right now, and I'm so very sorry.
So much responsibility was dumped on you from an early age, it's easy to understand why you are hurting so badly right now.
Loneliness is one of the worst feelings as far as I'm concerned...
We go through so much, think we have found someone to love and be loved back, and it's devastating when they turn away from us.

Are you in therapy? Or at least have someone in real life that you can talk to/trust?
I'm glad, though, that you found PC. There are many caring and supportive people here.

Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing, ok?

...and please don't think your experiences are less painful than anyone else's...your are just as important!!

Catherine
Thank you.. I am not in therapy at the moment. I was taking some at my school, but when I graduated that stopped. There's no one in my life I can really trust to discuss this with.. So I figured I would post my story here..

I will keep posting. I have been so far and I don't plan on stopping. I wasn't sure if I was ready to share my story but after tonight I felt like I had to.. Thank you for reading..

Thank you EJ.. I did give her a lot of love.. She just didn't give too much back.. I knew it was there but she had a tough time showing it.

I know it's still painful but I have read a lot of the stories here and mine probably seems pretty lame to some.. I just feel like it could be a lot worse for me yet I am complaining about it..