Well, here's an update.

I met up with me "ex girlfriend" tonight. We had a good long chat and she was crying nearly all the way through. It was breaking my heart to see her that way.

What mostly came as a suprise is that last night she seemed really supportive, but today she nearly shouted at me and she said "I would have prefered you cheating on me han tell me that". Maybe it was through anger, i can't say for sure but i do deserve it for hurting her.

She also said she wants me to stay with her even if i have to see a man at the same time :s, i explained that i couldn't do that as it isnt fair on anyone. But the night ended with an emotional hug and goodbye's. Its a shame really as i love her to bits as a friend.

Anyway there was an update on my boring insignificant life.

Regards,
Chance xxx