Hi Corey~

Sometimes, we find love, (or it finds us), in the least likely of places and when we least expect it.

You've gotten some good advice already. There's little that I can add to it other than, try not to make a deliberate attempt at finding her, but rather, allow her, (or the chance of her), naturally happen.

Have you ever noticed how, when making a deliberate attempt toward looking for something it never seems to show? (LOL...at least, for me it's that way), especially, if you're looking for it in the wrong places. Yet soon after you give up the search you seem to stumble upon it?
In other words..sometimes, the best way to search for something is to stop looking for it...let it come to you.

Place yourself in an environment where you are accompanied by those who share the same interests. (No point in looking for a motorcycle at a car dealership....lol).

You sound like a very intellegent and compassionate person, Corey, far exceeding many your own age. The sweet thing is that you are still quite young. Although, I know that that offers little consolation at this time, you do have youth on your side and plenty of time to find her.
Try not to let what your friends say bring you down. It's none of their business what you do with your personal life.

I must commend you for not following suit with the party life, especially at your age...I know of the pressures that that can sometimes create. Yet you stand true to yourself, regardless. Bravo!

Keep the faith. You will find her. She is out there searching for you, as well. The right moment will present itself when you least expect it.
Keep an open eye and a hopeful heart.

One more thot, be thankful that you are not of the common suit..that you already know what your needs are, and won't settle for anything less.

I hope this has been helpful some to you.

Good luck in your journey. I wish you the best.

Shangrala