OMG....Now, I feel my relationship problem and wanting my ex-bf back is so little compare to yours...
I feel so horrible if the guy do that to me...I saw my ex-bf last night and I saw him favouring another girl over me in dancing and I felt disgusted!
Then later on I thought it's better to know his true nature right now rather than being married with him and having kids....
well...you saw his true nature and you didn't get your lesson...you got married and have a baby then he dumped you....is it good? is it what you want? he's a mean person who would never change...and he has all you girls to make him to do that...I would stay away from him totally....
you can find somebody else to love...and if not even it's better than being with him....he doesn't belong to you or anybody else....so, let him go...and free yourself....
I know saying these stuff is easier than applying them...I'm in the same boat as you....but I keep myself free by cutting off all the connections...then little by little your mind starts losening it up and you feel better and you go on with your life....
Last night was really painful to me seeing him giving favour to the other girl...although, I know he doesn't like her...and he knew her before me...and he doesn't date her...and I know that he would never go out with her either....if guy likes somebody, they would make the move at the begining, like the same way he did with me...he chose me between so many girls...and he was so persistance...and this girl was so jealous of me but she stays there....however, I felt hurt and rejected, although I'm not with him at all...but I know he knows what he's doing and I didn't like it...
well...what I can do is to not let him to take away my happiness and not giving him that enjoyment...I'm not going to the places that he's there!
stay strong and find a loving and kind father for your baby....there are lots of guys out there who need your attention and love...
with love
marjan