So this is my third attempt at quitting, and it's been harder every time. This time I've been trying patches but they make me sick if I leave them on for more than an hour. So I just have to deal with it without help from patches. But I am just so unbelievably irrationally furious at absolutely nothing. I'm just sitting in my room, seething with rage. I feel so insane and furious at life and everything. And I can't vent to my family because they would kill me if they knew I smoked. So UGH!!! Just needed to vent a little.