Hi

I'm not sure how to explain this properly, but I will do my best. When people leave I never miss them, it's like I just let go very easily, because I don't really think about them when they're not there. But that's not the problem - when somebody returns I get really angry with them. Of course I don't tell them this, but if somebody returns from a holiday for instance, and they are happy to see me, inside I get really mad at them and don't know how to react. Why does this happen? and does anyone have any ideas how I can make it stop? I really want to be happy to see them and welcoming and I try, but it hurts because I'm so angry inside.

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