I'm not even sure if I have any triggers.
It's like something happens or someone says something; it's just all the time.

I can't remember the last time I wasn't thinking about it.
Even when I babysit the adorable little kids I do (I actually haven't in a while though); I still can't stop thinking about it.
Even when I'm making ridiculous comments at the new harry potter movie, making like three people laugh hysterically, I just can't stop thinking about it.

Nothing makes it go away.
I would probably be SIing right now if there weren't four other people in the room.