(((((Zen888)))))
I understand how you feel and the feeling of not wanting to get out. For me I just have to go and try to take steps eeryday to get out the door. It is very hard when you do not feel like it and when everything feels so out of place but this will pass. Know we are here for you and care. We are listening and will be here to help you through this. Sending you a gentle hug if that is okay.

dps