(((((JayS)))))
You are not nothing and you are worthwhile. I do care and I am glad you are here. I know how you feel and I know what you are saying. You are not alone. Please know we are here for you to listen and walk with you through this time. Please take care of you and if things get so bad----please call someone for help. You do not deserve to be alone in this. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I am here for you if you need or want to talk. Hang in there and please keep posting. We do care. Sending you gentle hugs if that is okay.

dps