I mentioned my worries of bipolar disorder to my T and she said we're going to look into that. See. That would explain a lot. Like, for example, at school I would be incredibly happy, chatty and talkative (even telling the same boring jokes over and over and shouting MY random word "EGGS!" ovwer and over because i felt so confident and on the top of the world. Then suddenly I'd just feel extremely guilty, and I wouldn't want to talk, and i just want to cuddle up in a corner and cry. Then a few hours later id feel happy again. My old T also noticed how I could be severly depressed for a few months and then happy and hyper for like one month and then depressed and so on and so on.

So yeah. We're going to look into that.