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Originally Posted by JayS
Why me?
Why any of us?
I'm so tired of this life
Our disease convinces us we are tired of even taking the breaths that keep us alive
No one likes me, no one loves me
I'm always laughed at, pointed at, made fun of
Our disease points its finger at us saying "you're no good", "no one cares about you", "you are a total waste"
I feel like I'm dead, I'm nothing
I wish I was never born, I wish that more then ever
Yes. we even convince out selves that we are less than nothing
All I know how to do is push people away
Nothing will ever change, it never does
Why does everyone hate me?
I don't want to be here anymore
Our disease has us convinced we not worth the dirt we are standing on
I wish I had the strength but I'm a coward
I can't do anything right, I can't do anything at all
We are cowards, we should not even be here
No one ever want's to listen to me
Everyone hates me, I feel like I'm not allow to talk
I'm just a big ****ing piece nothing
I hurt so much I wish I was dead
And we listen. Convincing ourselves the lies our disease tells us must be true. How could it be otherwise. Look at us. Why were we even put here on the earth.
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We feel so low and nothing seems to make things better. However you, *freak*, myself and others like us are lucky. We have found a place where the people understand exactly how we are feeling and what we a going through. They have faced the choices we need to make.
It isn't easy and many times we slide to the bottom again right when we thought we had made it to top. But there are people here who understand and have faced the many challenges we have to make.
They are here and willing to help. You are not alone.
kebs