I'm on lamictal, but no where near to stable. They have to raise it very slowly because of a possible deadly side effect. So I just started 50mg today. But my moods are insanely volatile lately, not to mention the thoughts I've been having.

I responded to your post about what happened today. Sorry you're going through so much. It will take time (which seems incessant when you're depressed or out of control), but you will get better. (I keep telling myself this because otherwise I'd lose it.) And everyone else assures me it's true too. Again, stay in touch and I'll let you know if I ever get stable too.

We can do this together.