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Originally Posted by dance59326
On Wednesday while I was sleeping during thenight, I dreamed that I committed suicide, but wasn’t happy once I did it. The suicide was successful, but I was still not happy. I didn’t even feel the great satisfaction when I self-harm in real life. I dreamed that I just couldn’t cope with my life anymore and that I just couldn’t move on, so to make things move along, I took my life so that the world would be happier without me and that life could go on.
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(((((Dance))))) I'm sorry you feel this way. This dream is just telling you what you're really thinking - though it seems that you know you're thinking it anyway. Are you seeing a therapist? I know it can be hard to talk about your problems face-to-face, but talking to a therapist could really help, especially since you're mostly making this post to vent feelings.
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Originally Posted by dance59326
I guess that I dreamed about it because I’ve been so suicidal deep in my emotions that are hidden. I don’t know exactly why I can’t talk the feelings out, but I really feel them. The risks have been at top notch high. I don’t know what to do with myself or why I’m like this. I wish that everything could change like I could take a few steps back in life. I’m trying to get a hold of myself, but it’s so hard to right now.
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Taking a few steps back is the last thing you want to do right now.
Sorry, I can't finish making this post. I have to go do something. Email me at sargeant[dot]angua[at]gmail[dot]com if you want to talk. I'll get back to you ASAP.
I hope you're feeling better. 