(((( shatteredmirror ))))) It's ok we all have many parts, ppl with DID tend to have larger gaps between the "knowing" that's "all." Take it slowly.. don't push yourself. Have a fugue can be very scarey, I'm sure. Glad you are ok.

Maybe you can plan for the session with T, in having some kind of "other" talk so the little girl in you can communicate with your T? A way to answer questions with head nods or shakes or pictures?

Ts are great aren't they? The only "trouble" they have with ppl with DID is they have to use all their skills in one session, as they never know who is showing up and how often in session! But they are trained to help each part... just as they would with totally different physical patients coming in for help (the child, the rebellious teen, the shy, the angry, the wondering parent...)