what if every man u have ever had in ur life betrayd u ? then u meet sum1 and u be open n honest with them cuz he feels like he has a lil better morals than the rest.then u come to find out hes been cheating over the internet and the phone.i dont know if i will ever believe that he has stopped doin any of this even tho he reassures me he has.but sum of his actions make me wonder.He is a very friendly person n just loves to converse with any1.i have asked him to limit his activities ,mostly when it comes to other women.all he says is"that was in the past n its over n stop bringing it up n accusing me" but with all the dishonesty and betrayal ive had my whole life and the to go through it again with him.i want to trust him but he has to meet me halfway and stop adding so many women to his friends lists.he says all these women r just friends and he dont talk much to them anyways.but how am i to know this? i am just terrified that this will happen all over again and i fear i might not make it next time........
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