I talked about everything in partial today. I saw the psychiatrist and she said that it sounds like I was having a giant panic attack. I am to go up on Wednesday of the current "mood stabilizer" I am on, talk to my regular psychistrist if I see no result in a week (which happens to coincide with my appointment with him) and talk about adding an antidepressant and/or anti-anxiety. She did give me a script for a small dose of Klonopin because I am have killer joint stiffness and I have a pretty bad case of TMJ which has gotten worse on this med. She said that half a miligram will help to relax the joints and muscles.

If I see no changes on the "mood stabilizer" or if my symptoms are worse at the higher dose, it is probably not the right drug for me and I should discuss other options with my regular p-doc.

Tomorrow I am on my own with all of this. Pray that I manage...