Oh honey, I read this and feel for you immensely. What was said to you all about groceries especially gets to me.

Any support groups available to you locally, so you can connect up with others safely who understand?

Me personally, I don't think I could go to that church anymore.

I hope something eases your way, supports you and softens the edges of day to day living.

I know folks here understand about parts, hear you, hopefully something helps.