Thank you SarahL for understanding.

Last week my T put a paper in my hands about a support group for people with DID and then took it away from me when he saw how upset i was. T is afraid that i might embarrass him by going to the group at the hospital where he works? Why would he not want me to go?
i'm struggling so much without support. i don't know what is wrong with me / what is wrong with my T that he doesn't do anything to help.

It's so hard about church because i'm a member of that church for so long. It was a big part of my life. i don't think we're in any shape to find another church.
please pray for me that something will work out.

we never felt so alone.