I'm quite perplexed at my latest dream, in which I killed myself... No, not suicide, but in a way, it was I guess. I broke into my house, snuck up the stairs, and saw that someone was in my bed (why break into my own house? I don't know). I immediately pulled out my trusty knife and repeately stabbed the intruder over and over as they screamed and flailed around the bed under the covers. When they stopped moving, I pulled the blankets off and there I was, lying dying covered in blood. Then my dream changed perspectives to the "me" on the bed, and I watched through foggy eyes and shallow dying breaths as my assassin said," Wasn't much of a challenge, now was it?".

Was I telling myself that it wouldn't be hard to kill myself? I know it wouldn't be... Why would I remind myself?