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Originally Posted by Autumn01
Good post.
I feel so friendless.
I don't get why some people seem so happy.
It's so hard for me to get a smile on my face and if I do- it always feels fake to me because I know that I'm personally not happy about anything at all. I know that people don't truely want to spend their time with me- they only feel sorry for me.
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It's definetly not HAPPY I feel.
Yes, having a real person friend would be nice, but I'm sure they'd get on my nerves too.... Friends ARE a maintance thing!
I don't smile ANYMORE unless I'm feeling it! No more masks for me!
As for people wanted to spend time - People only really want to do what THEY want to do - So please (i say this to myself - constantly) try not to take it personally.
As I've ALWAYS said -
If I were me, I wouldn't want to around me either
You've got a friend in me - I'm flibbedgibet, but hey that's me