Tree, please recognize how HUGE it is what you did! What courage and guts you showed!!!
I truly can't imagine. Wow. And you survived it - not only survived it, but you didn't throw up, you didn't dissociate, you stayed there in that room - that's amazing!
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I think I thought we would do this thing - he would read it - and it would be OVER - but now I get that it's just the beginning of it being over. I need to read it myself. I need to get it out of the third person and make it about me, not "some little girl". I need to do a lot of stuff.
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You have time to do all of these things. For now, sit with what you just accomplished, and love yourself for being so strong and getting through it.
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I feel horrible. I feel ashamed and pathetic and just generally like a bad, stupid person.
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I hope these feelings leave you, because I think you're pretty freaking amazing!!!
