I actually sat with H and cried for a while...even though he has NO idea what is going on. I am just so sad.

T hasn't called to leave my message yet, which has me a little freaked out. He usually calls on his way home from work...and if he can't call, he'll call to leave a message that he'll call later. Anyhow, he hasn't called at all. Maybe he's not going to

dreamseeker and rainbow...thank you for your nice words.