Well, I thought that with the mental health meds I am taking I would be okay FINALLY, but NOT!!

I take daily:
100mg Nortriptyline
200mg generic Lamictal

I have been flat and in a dark mood for two weeks now. I don't know what to do now! And today I am back thinking about bad things; i.e. the hospital parking garage...ugh!!

When I left my therapy appointment last week my doc said to the effect, "With all we talked about you are still unemotional." Yep that's me. Today, he didn't say it, but he did see it. Nothing seems to help. I fear a hospital coming to knock on my door again...and I DON'T want to go the local hospital again...it is beyond horrible. The big city hospital is preferable, but too far away.

I don't need my daughter and her husband telling me how I am "unreliable" again!!