marjan

I am so sorry... I know exactly how you feel though, it is very hard to keep hope... but you must.

I have severe social phobia... but I find I can talk okay as long as it's over the net, not in real life on less I really really know you... well, the only person that I wanted a relationship with was Jess but I know it will not work because she is a mirror of me... but I want a relationship so bad, the last girlfriend I had was in 1997... that's how long I have been alone, I have no hope left... so I know exactly what you are going through.

I pray that you find someone to love...

And Happy Birthday for tomorrow

Love
Jay