[quote=fallenangel337;1081664] It is so comforting to know that I'm not alone in this...that I have people supporting me.
We are here for you, fallenangel...and I meant what I said about being there in spirit.
I've had a small fever off and on for a couple of weeks...nothing huge, but a fever, nonetheless. I don't know if that means anything or not.
Possibly not. The fever can be from any number of things...
In fact, many people get "fever blisters" or "cold sores" that don't always appear around the mouth. In all honesty, it's not that common but it does happen...

I don't mean to beat a dead horse, but I can not even begin to say how scared I am about this...I've had NO sexual contact whatsoever...
omgoodness you are definitely not beating any dead horses. If I were in your place I would be scared poopless.
And very, very angry.
I hate to think that I may be infected for the rest of my life because some guy screwed up...it would be easier to swallow if it was my fault, but it's not...I didn't screw up...HE did.
fallenangel, you have every right to be fighting mad with him...
If you ever get the chance, tell him...jmo
If he forced you, the law equals that to r*pe. I don't know the circumstances, and it's really none of my business...but please do everything you can to take care of You.

You are an important and worthwhile person who deserves to be shown respect and courtesy. Don't settle for anything less.

I will keep you in my thoughts for strength and trust and courage to move into your heart and stay awhile...

Catherine