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girl, you did it!! the big, scary thing that you thought would be your undoing and you're still here, no one hates you, and no one has died! i know it's really, really hard right now and may be for awhile, but you just accomplished a humongous thing. you are amazingly strong treehouse. you will get thru all the yuck that you are feeling and it will be ok. it will be okay tree. take gentle care of yourself and let yourself feel very proud of what you have been able to do.