Lace here. I was out again at therapy i tried to get T to be angry with me because then i could hav a better reason to be angry with her. My anger came out today. It wasn't as dramatic as my mind made it . T didn't even get angry with me on matter how much i pushed her or provoked her its a new feeling for me that people can handle me. T said that ok to be angry. I hid for a bit and whisper took over for a while and then i came back and T said lots of things that made me cry. I'v never cried in T the others always do but i don't. I'm meant to be the strong one.