I have some issues that need fixed, and I'd like some suggestions on how to change myself.

1. I really want people to like me. I am afraid of being hated. I usually act disinterested when I do talk to people, in order to hide my fear. If it seems that someone is happy to talk to me, I become obsessive about them. When people criticize me, I feel hurt/angry and I sometimes take it out on them. I don't have any friends and I feel like my family doesn't like me. This is perhaps my biggest problem, since it makes me the most unhappy.

2. I am bored most of the time; I have trouble getting the motivation to start doing things and to finish them as well. How can I get the motivation?

3. I get angry when things aren't going my way, and I often take it out on others. It makes me feel like a kid. How can I not get angry?

4. I have no insurance/money, will this hurt my chances of fixing myself?


Thanks for reading.