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Old Jul 22, 2009, 11:04 AM
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Originally Posted by Sannah View Post

Why me?

Why any of us? Because we were the children of parents who were not well.

I'm so tired of this life



No one likes me, no one loves me

What makes you think this Jay? (You know I like you a lot!)

I'm always laughed at, pointed at, made fun of

Really???

I feel like I'm dead, I'm nothing


I wish I was never born, I wish that more then ever


All I know how to do is push people away

You have never pushed me away!

Nothing will ever change, it never does

But you have only begun your work!

Why does everyone hate me?

Why do you say this?

I don't want to be here anymore



I wish I had the strength but I'm a coward


I can't do anything right, I can't do anything at all

Why do you say this?

No one ever want's to listen to me

We do here! Who doesn't IRL?

Everyone hates me, I feel like I'm not allow to talk

Why do you feel that you aren't allowed to talk???

I'm just a big ****ing piece nothing

Not to me!
I hurt so much I wish I was dead

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I didn't mean it should be someone else, so I'm sorry it looks like that... I don't want anyone to feel bad.

The reason I say No one likes me, no one loves me is cause it's true, I know it is cause I can feel it.

And I know everyone is making fun of me... I can tell what everyone is thinking when I look at there faces and they don't like me.

I know I haven't pushed you away yet... but sooner or later you won't want to talk to me anymore like everyone else.

And I can feel that everyone hates me... I just know they do, I can feel there hate coming at me in waves... I don't know why they hate me but I know they do.

I was always told no one ever want's to listen to me when I was younger... and when I say something, it seem no one cares so it must be true.
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