I went inpatient on July6th, after following through on a really dumb idea. I also relapsed on my addiction as well. Again, stupid. I have been in a depression now for over a month. I am scared and I don't know what to do. I am constantly thinking bad thoughts and craving the alcohol again. I am in more therapy, including an Intensive Outpatient Program. This just sucks. And I had to vent a little. That's also why I haven't been on here the past couple of weeks.