(((((((Orange))))))))

I couldn't have said it better than you.....
I hear you and so understand the feelings and what that comment stirrs up....

I want to validate for you that you just can't "get over it" and a part of healing is realizing where you are now and what you need--I think anyway...
I am so sorry for all the losses you have endured in your life and especially the ones so recent. You DON'T have to "get over it"----but I am here to listen and at least help with getting thru it.

PS-- as far as wondering if staying at PC helps or hurts--that's a question I've been asking myself recently also.......