Thank you all for your support! I am so afraid. Afraid because 17 years I spent around 12 step programs working the steps, doing as I was told and yet could never keep continuouse sobriety/clean time. 2 years ago I was fed up with keeping on going back and trying.
This is 3rd day sober now which is usally about the just of sober time that I have been able to get these past couple years when I've tried to quit.
I do need help. Rather foggy headed right now so gona go for now.
thank you agin!