Thanks for the hugs moonlight and mary alice. I find that I am niave about somethings. Dispite all that has happened to me in my life I still believe that people are for the most part kind and good. That is what makes it hurt all that much more, it is like getting blindsided everytime someone is so vicious toward me. I have had misconceptions about people in the past but have kept me mouth shut and my mind open and willing to change. I forget that there are many people who do not live that way. Sigh.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson