I know you mean well Sky. My post was only from my personal perspective as it relates to my personal situation....everyone with PTSD has such differing circumstances.

When it comes to my healing I don't think I'll ever fully heal unless I admit my behavior is wrong, take responsibility for it, and try to fix it. Who knows...I'll probably still be trying to beat the crap out of my husband (he's such a good and understanding man) a year from now, but I can't stop trying to quit these violent outbursts.

Much love to you Sky and 2b1better. And thank you 2b1better for your 'outburst' of beautiful support...which I hope you take responsibility for.
Missi