Didntaskforit- Hello and welcome. This is just a thought, have you tried turning to a religion for your answers? Earlier in my life (I'm 25 now) I was in the same boat you are in. I was often bored..very thin skinned...very angry a lot of the time for no reason. I'd take offense to the slightest criticism. I then read "The Purpose Driven Life" and it changed my life around. I now wake up every morning (this wasn't an overnight thing) and I really enjoy each moment of my life. Not all moments, but usually, most days are good. If religion is not your thing (and I can understand that), why don't you try reading some books. There's a lot of positive things out there that can help you out. It seems like you just need to be more positive...sounds like you're a great soul but just need to find some answers....Some suggestions for books. 1. The Purpose Driven Life. 2. Get Off your 'Buts' by Sean Stevenson. 3. Awaken the giant within by Tony Robbins. I would just make a commitment to be more positive. Ignore all the negativity. Start to enjoy your life. Good luck and I wish you well my friend. All is well.