I don't know what to do. I am so scared. No one cares about me. People ask but they don't really want to know. I hate myself. I said it would never happen to me. My husband knew how badly I had been hurt in the past. He promised me he would never hurt me. I drove him to hurt me. Everyone is against me. Even myself. I have to stay alive for my kids i have to get through this but i don't know how I am going to. I am hurting so much. No one cares. I don't care.