(((((((((((((((( white iris ))))))))))))))))) thank you for your candid post. most to all DID'ers continually question their dx's...or even consider themselves liars. i don't know why, but i do it as well. i think, "you big liar. you just made that up." that's not an insider. that's me. i also have questioned my dx for other dx's.

what it boils down to is...i have others inside this body with me...that share/take time. you explained that you know most of the time. that's great! co-conciousness is what i hope for...all of the time. i experienced it (i think) with my father's passing.

another point, alot of DID'ers aren't like "sybil", or alot of these books/movies that make the media. remember, these are extreme cases. not a good comparison

the things that you don't know about...it would seem that others are hiding things from you. if it were me, i would cancel the credit card. you might have lost it and someone might have plans for it.

you're "normal" for DID. that's great! it sounds like you have very lax walls right now with the awareness that you and your others share. you seem to know alot. however, for everything you know there might be that much more there that you don't know. stick with your t and learn more about yourselves.

again, ty. i needed this post.

kd