I need more help then you can give me.

I think that everyone seeking help here should also be in therapy. Have you had your appt. yet?

Your post made me think that you are trying to control what I think... this scares me so much... I think I should stay silent for a while.

I am sorry that this happened! I am glad that you realized that this happened. I do have a strong personality. My style here is to provide info and get people to think about their situation so that they can move forward. I can understand wanting to stay silent for a bit to collect yourself. I have done this too. I'll be around if you need me. Whatever you need is the best thing to do............

It was my parents that told me that stuff... and more.

I know.............