((((((loser37)))))) One thing I have also done in the past is print out my posts (like yours above) and shown them to my doctors so that they can really see how I am feeling as I am not very good at telling them in person. I also find that my moods can change on a dime and when I am in front of my doctors my moods my be better then they are at other times. Like now your post is real and it shows how you are feeling right now. This is what a doctor needs to know so that they can truly help you. Just a thought - take care and good luck.