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Originally Posted by marjan
great....I got brave and blocked one more girl who is related to him....I feel so great....but I have to block him as a source of my problem...I'm sure I will do that very soon....
I value every individul that's why I feel bad thinking that I don't really like them....I don't want to be that type of person, but I can't be friends with everybody....I can't get connected with them....I tried when I was dating with Aaron, and I didn't really like it....I didn't find anything common to talk to them....I don't say they are bad people, they are nice with good heart, but I'm not into them....
In term of Aaron, I have to block him too as I don't want to get hurt if I see him getting to another relationship or pictures....Already, I see everyday, he's adding a new girl to his facebook....OMG...he added the whole club to his facebook and honesty, I don't want my pictures to be at his facebook....seriously, he's adding like half of LA to his facebook and I don't want to be there! I might ask him to remove my photo from his facebook....
I'm just afraid that I'm creating hatrate inside myself annd I don't like to be jealous and angry person! Not sure if my feelings are valid....
thanks again
Marjan
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Awwww...Sweetie~
You are so confused.
"I'm just afraid that I'm creating hatrate inside myself annd I don't like to be jealous and angry person!"
Please know that you are NOT creating hatred inside yourself. You are far too kind and compassionate of a person to harbor hate.
I am confident that once Aaron and any of the others are removed and their negative influencial remindings have been gone, you will no longer need to even question yourself if you are the jealous or angry person.
"Not sure if my feelings are valid...."
Your feelings are VERY valid and will ALWAYS be AS important or even take presedence over all others. Try not to ever think that your feelings are second to none.
"I value every individul"
With that statement clarifying who you ARE as a person, that alone dictates the very fact that your feelings are valid, (which is why I said that you sound so confused).
"I feel bad thinking that I don't really like them....I don't want to be that type of person"
You are FAR from anything even close to that type of a person.
"can't be friends with everybody"
True. BUT, you CAN be friends to who is most important...YOURSELF! And from the sounds of it, you ARE!
"they are nice with good heart, but I'm not into them"
Absolutely NOTHING wrong with that. That does not mean that makes you a bad person. It ONLY means you know what you want for yourself AND you strive for that....(something that many people have yet to learn how to do for themselves).
"I might ask him to remove my photo from his facebook"
THE best idea yet...Aside from dumping his hurtful hiney!!
I commend your strength and resilience, and your love for yourself.
You are a beautiful person, Marjan.
Keep your faith and true to yourself and you will see that good things do come back to you.
With love, and take care..
Shangrala
