I'm feeling back and forth between numb and really depressed. I got some work done today and I don't feel any better. I just feel so heavy inside. I feel alone and this week has been so long. I just want it to be over but at the same time I don't want my last weeks before I move to go too fast. I feel like I should be excited but all i am is scared, anxious and sad. Everything takes so much effort that by the end of the day I don't have any energy left.