White_iris, just remember that every person dx'ed with DID is different then the next. No two DID systems are ever the same. And everyone goes thru denial. There are many days that I just can't believe in anything. After I was dx'ed another T in the clinic I was going to had told my T that I was just seeking attention. My T was very sure of the dx of DID. But sometimes it's in the back of your head, " But was that another T right". Even though he had never seen me. So just remember that things you read about may or may not apply to you, because no 2 ppl with DID are ever the same. I in some ways can relate to Sybil, but not in everyway. I'm ashamed to say I have actually watched the movie. Can't believe I'm admitting that But there is one part where Sybil believes that she's making it all up and is in denial of the dx as well. I think being in denial at times is just part of it.