It's all back again. The anxiety, the depression, the intrusive thoughts of SI and death. I have that "I have to get out of here" feeling, only the "here" I need to get out of is life. I had one good week, now I have to survive in hopes of one more at some unknown time?? So sick of survival mode, I would really like to be able to enjoy things, and not be triggered by everything. I'm sorry, I just had to do something with my thoughts. I knew you would understand. Love and HUGS!