I hope it works out too that you can keep seeing him *crossing fingers*.
For me, i know when something is about to end (like T going on vacation for example) I can't work on something serious, knowing she's going to be gone. I am not willing to put myself in that place. And then I always even wonder if I should cancel the very last apnt prior to her vacation so I don't have to deal with it (aka next week). I am glad that you do have the ability to not be pushed when not ready - that is powerful.