It might not be something you can understand given the facts available to you. It could be so many things. Right now it might be best to focus on protecting yourself. On how to deal with it, not the why. The why can come a bit later, maybe it will become clear with time.
I'm sorry it's this way though.
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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