I don't know what is going on. I am so irritable, anxious, nervous. I am yelling at my kids, I am yelling at my hudband. He handles my moods by taking it personally and getting mad. I can't do anything, but I want to do everything. I feel guilty for not doing anything. I am too nervous to get anything done. I don't make sense. I took Klonopin to calm down but it didn't work. I am going to cry, and scream. I want to take a nap but run a marathon.

When does it end? How does it end?

Too afraid to call T-doc or P-doc. Why am I so afraid? Can't do laundry because I might lose my mind. Same with dishes. Maybe I am high on Klonopin, maybe just on the adrenaline rush. I can't deal but I have to deal.