(((turquoisesea)))
have you tried to concentrate on the freedom you will get after you buy that car or the increased chances to get a job (one that you would like a lot), distract yourself with thoughts about where you would like to go and similar stuff. And the extra costs... Oh well, you'll have a good job and you'll solve this thing if it ever happens easily, because your new boss will pay you a lot. Right?
Do you like to drive?