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Originally Posted by BNLsMOM
I don't know what is going on. I am so irritable, anxious, nervous. I am yelling at my kids, I am yelling at my hudband. He handles my moods by taking it personally and getting mad. I can't do anything, but I want to do everything. I feel guilty for not doing anything. I am too nervous to get anything done. I don't make sense. I took Klonopin to calm down but it didn't work. I am going to cry, and scream. I want to take a nap but run a marathon.
When does it end? How does it end?
Too afraid to call T-doc or P-doc. Why am I so afraid? Can't do laundry because I might lose my mind. Same with dishes. Maybe I am high on Klonopin, maybe just on the adrenaline rush. I can't deal but I have to deal.
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I don't know how knowledgable you are with your bipolar but - everything you've said is what you and I've have been 'blessed' with.
It does sound like the medication needs to be adjusted. Also are you eating things that may be stimulating the manic part. Stay around from sugars and caffiene.... even some other foods can trigger mania
It is very difficult for your family and those around you to deal with our every mood swing...... I know I'm there too!
Please NEVER EVER fear calling your doctor.....EVER, really sounds like medication, AND you've got a lot to handle so your brain is running like a dial clock all the wheels turning at once.
Call doctor please... and remember, cuz I do too - people around us can only take so much - cuz they've got their issues too.
